A smile is nearly always inspired by another.

it’s a sign.

I’ve been thinking- and love really is a powerful thing. I was with someone else June 25, 2011- and now it’s November 26, 2011 and i’m with someone that was at first- just my best friend.
In June, I was with someone named Robbie. He really was the sweetest guy ever. I thought I really was in love. But in reality, he treated me horrible. He made fun of me, disrespected me and my family, and even cheated on me 3 times. We lasted 3 months. They were the best 3 months ever. Pretty much my whole summer of 2011. Then, school started and we broke up. Then, I decided to live the single life for a while. I was hurting emotionally- and I knew from that point on, that was my first love, and my first heartbreak.

The guy i’m with now- Kevin, he moved to my school in the mid year of last school year, and we were the best of friends. We told eachother everything,
and we had great chemistry. I liked him the rest of the year last year, and even though I was with Robbie, i had feelings for him in the back of my mind.

When school started, Kevin and I grew even closer. It seemed like destiny was working it’s magic. One day I was depressed over my summer romance coming to an end, and I ran to Kevin. He helped me and talked to me to make me feel better, and told me how he felt about me. Then, he told me he liked me. The next day, November 10th, 2011, he asked me out. We’ve been together ever since.

Hello all!

Hello guys, if you don’t know me i’m Merah- and I’m kinda new to Tumblr.

I first wanted to tell you about myself. I live in the U.S., and i’m only a teenager. (for safety reasons, im not going to disclose info about my state, or any personal info.)

I love photography, and it means the world to me. I’m in 8th grade, and it sucks. I’m pretty sure my school (i will not reveal) is the smallest one in history.

Tumblr seemed cooler than the other social networking sites, and Facebook, Myspace, and Twitter have no interest to me whatsoever, so I don’t have them. I have an Instagram account though, which you can download from the App Store on iTunes on any Apple device. (iPod Touch, iPad, iPhone.) you can find me as xxmerahmaliciousxx .

Oh, to explain my username, i’m scene- and well, I decided to make my own scene “name”.

Now before you try and judge me off hand as a “poser” or “wannabe”, i’m nowhere close. I have my own style incorperated with my scene style as well. Fashion is my other fave. I’m a mix of edgy and chic. I love my band tees and skinny jeans with my Chuck Taylor’s, but I also wear leather boots and dresses and skirts and name brand clothing. So yes. That’s me. If you want me to show you posers and wannabes, I will gladly show you pics. But until then, i’m gonna finish my post.

I am young, but I know what love is. I know how it all works, the older folks always say we’ll “never really know what love is until we experience it”. I can agree and disagree with this.

1; yes- we’re young and immature; any of us can throw “i love you” at anyone.

2; But- Some of us are premature and maybe have learned how it works,

which leads to my next part of the post. I’m young and in love. Accept it. I’ve been used, my heart abused, and torn apart- sadly.

Well this is way too long- so contact me on here or find me on Instagram, my username is @xxmerahmaliciousxx

Can’t wait to talk to you all!

-Merah